5. Deja-Vu Overdose

Deja-Vu Overdose

CREATED BETWEEN FEBRUARY 2002 & SEPTEMBER 2002

1| THE HINTERLAND

2| ILLEGAL TREES

3| ARMY ANT REVENGE

4| EIGHT BALL SINKER

5| JUSTIFIED TO SOLIDIFY

6| DEJA-VU OVERDOSE

7| INVISIBLE BLACK ROOTS

8| THE PURE UNDERGROUND

9| VISION EXECUTIONS

10| MEMORY MAPS

11| THE RESILIENT DIMENSION

1| THE HINTERLAND

I THINK BACK TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL FACE IN OUR DAYS OF INNOCENCE

EVERYDAY I AWOKE HOPING TO HAVE A CONNECTION WITH YOU

WHEN I LOST MY MIND, I COULD NOT COPE OR FIND A REAL SENSE

SO I WENT TO THE HINTERLAND ALONE WISHING IT WAS WITH YOU

AN UGLY PRIDE KEPT POLLUTING MY SCREEN

TRANSLATED INTO LIVING IN SOME BAD DREAM

BORN IN TWO, FOREVER FIGHT BETWEEN OPPOSITES

THE BATTLE BECAME TOO EXTREME, HEART IS SICK

NOW WE HAVE WEAPONRY CREEPING OUT OF ME

ANY POTENTIAL ENEMY CAN'T KEEP UP WITH ME

BLESSED WITH THE POWER OF ONE FOR INFINITY

WHEN I THINK OF AN EYE THAT'S REVOLUTIONARY

2| ILLEGAL TREES

I SEE BEAUTY WHEN YOU DON'T CARE WHAT ANYONE THINKS

I KNOW DREAMS ARE NOT A THING YOU CAN ALWAYS JUST BE

I FEEL MYSELF LOSING EVERYDAY, BUT LOSS MOTIVATES ME

I'M DISCONNECTED WITH VISIONS RAPING MY OWN REALITY

WE JUST RANDOMIZE A PERSONALITY, CUTTING UP A BEING

WE JUST GLITCH RHYTHMS, A TRACK IS STUCK ON REPEAT

TRULY BELIEVE IN THE CREW WITH THE MOST POTENT STING

WALKING THE LINE WITH A NOTION THAT WE OWN THE STREET

ONLY DANGERS LEFT ARE THE POISON MEMORIES

MANIFESTING ON ME, PLANTING UNWANTED SEEDS

3|  ARMY ANT REVENGE

CRASHING THEIR SCREENS, RARELY PRE-PLANNED

RAISED AMONG THE PUREST, BORN AS THE ILLEST

I STILL HAVE PRECIOUS INNOCENCE TO DISPENSE

A VIRUS I CONTRACT OUTSIDE MAKES NO SENSE

EVERYTHING USED TO COME NATURALLY

NOW IT IS A STRUGGLE JUST TO FIND ME

SOMEHOW I SURVIVED THE LAYERS OF IMPRISONMENT

GIVES ME MOTIVATION TO KILL A THOUGHT OF DESCENT

SEEMINGLY PERFECT BEINGS ALL HAVE DIFFERING FLAWS

WITHIN MY OWN FLAWS IS AGAINST MY WILL THOUGHTS

I FEEL SOME UNKNOWN SOURCE POLLUTING

EVERYTIME I STRIVE TO BE A REAL BEING

I ANTICIPATE GOING ONE ON ONE WITH THE ENEMY

IT CRITICIZES ME FOR HAVING COURAGE TO SEE

THE ENTIRE TIME I WAS GOING THROUGH A TUNNEL

ALL THIS DISRESPECT MADE ME LOSE MY OWN WILL

WHEN MY OWN BELIEF STARTED TO GROW

IT WAS AS IF I WAS TRAINED TO BE A PRO

4| EIGHT BALL SINKER

IF YOUR BITING IS INTENTIONAL

YOU'LL FIND A FIGHT THAT'S TOO ILL

IF YOUR BITING IS ACCIDENTAL

I KNOW IT’S AGAINST YOUR WILL

LEFT MY GUARD DOWN FOR A MOMENT

FELT IT REPLACE NORMAL WITH BROKEN

INFINITE WAYS TO PERCIEVE EVERYTHING

A STATE OF MIND WITHOUT BOUNDARIES

SOUNDS ENTICING UNTIL YOU THINK OF WHAT YOU HATE

REALIZE YOU'VE CLEARLY BEEN SET UP FOR MIND-RAPE

WHEN THE BRANCHES ON MY TREE TURN UGLY

WILL YOU BE THERE TO COMFORT OR SEIZE?

CAN YOU SEE HOW I ALWAYS RECONNECT?

A PROCESS REPEATS JUST LIKE DERELICTS

AS SOONS AS I RESEMBLE SOMETHING YOU KNOW

PREDICTABLY YOU WERE THERE FOR THE FLOW

AS SOONS AS I DISCONNECTED, FALLING DOWN A HILL

YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE TO SEND MY MIND CHILLS

5|  JUSTIFIED TO SOLIDIFY

I THINK IT'S A SIGN OF PAYING ATTENTION

WHEN WAR GIVES A FEELING OF ASCENSION

MY FUEL IS THE FACT THAT YOU'RE A BULLY POSING AS A VICTIM

GOT YEARS OF TRAINING, ONE DAY IN MY CAMP GIVES SYMPTOMS

THE DITCHES I CALL NORMAL YOU REFER TO AS NIGHTMARES

THE HOLES I THROW YOU IN GOT NO ROOM FOR ANY FLAIR

AS SOON AS I LOOK AT ALL THE EVIDENCE AGAINST YOU

I REALIZE THE ONLY THING YOU CAN DO RIGHT IS MISUSE

WHEN ALL OF YOUR AMMO IS ANCIENT

YOU'D BE BEST TO REFILL WITH THE RECENT

6| DEJA-VU OVERDOSE

OUT OF THE BLUE, THERE WAS YOU PASSING ME BY

ACTING THE FOOL, PART FORCED UPON, THEY LIED

I REMEMBER HAVING MY SAFEGUARDS DESTROYED

YOU TREATED ME LIKE SOME BROKEN LITTLE TOY

NOW I STILL FEEL A STRONG CONNECTION WITH YOU

REMINDING MYSELF OUR SPIRITS ARE ONE INTO TWO

BOTH OUR MINDS SYNERGY IS MEANT TO BE AGAIN

SOME UNDERLYING LESSON SEEMED SO PLANNED

THERE WAS COMFORT I ETERNALLY STRIVED FOR

WHEN IT ENDED, I SMASHED THIS FUCKING CAR

THIS SCATTERED TYPE OF DEJA-VU OVERDOSE

THAT'S WHEN ALL THIRD EYES HURT THE MOST

7| INVISIBLE BLACK ROOTS

FEELING LIKE YOU'VE BEEN CORNERED INTO WEAPONRY

FEELING YOUR OWN RIGHTS NEGLECTED, LACK OF EASE

AND EVERYTIME YOU WONDER WHY

THE MIND TENDS TO PUT UP A FIGHT

YOU FEEL SO RELAXED THAT YOU HAVE NO CONTROL

THE WORST AREAS OF A UNIVERSE FORM A NEW HOLE

ONCE YOU CUT YOURSELF OUT OF THE BOX

REALIZE YOU CONTRACTED DISEASED PLOTS

WE WERE SO FULL OF PURE YOUTHFULL INTELLECT

SORROW COVERED US, IT WAS THERE TO PROTECT

THEN YOU OVERCAME THE PRE-PROGRAMMED FLAW

IN THE NEXT LEVEL, PRIDE FEELS WAY TOO HOT

WHEN MY PURE INTENTION IS REPLACED

WITH A SPIRITUAL DEGRADATION STATE

MY SOUL TRIES TO EXECUTE THESE VISIONS

AS MY STATION SHIFTS TOWARDS INCISIONS

8| THE PURE UNDERGROUND

IN THE BEGINNING, THIS MIND WAS CLEAR

TWO-FOLD THOUGHTS WEREN'T EVEN NEAR

AS I REACHED THE DEEPEST DEPTHS

NEVER THOUGHT OF CONSEQUENCE

REMEMBERING HOW I WAS REAL WHILE THEY LIED

THOSE IGNORANT EVIL FORCES WISHING I HAD DIED

ALWAYS CHEATING TO GET THE BEST OF ME

OVER-EXAGGERATING ALL THE FLAWS IN ME

THEY CAN ONLY BEAT ME IF I'M SPELLBOUND

WHEN I SEE, THEIR WORDS MAKE NO SOUNDS

BRAVE HAVE COURAGE TO LOOK INSIDE-OUT

SACRIFICE IS HARD WITH TRACES OF DOUBT

IF AT FIRST YOU FEEL A SENSE OF DISTANT DISCONNECTION

HARMONIZE WITH YOUR ENVIRONMENT UNTIL YOU CREATE A CONNECTION

9| VISION EXECUTIONS

SPEND SOME QUALITY TIME ALONE

THEN GO OUTSIDE TO THE CAR CRASH

BY THE TIME YOU ARE BACK HOME

WONDERS WHAT KARMA TO REHASH

A CYCLE IS BENEATH THE PROGRAM

MENTION IT, BUT BEWARE OF THEM

FOR THEY'RE ALWAYS EASY TO CONQUER BUT TIME-CONSUMING

THIS PSY-VAMP VIRUS IS JUST EXO-SPIRITS, BARELY FRIGHTENING

WITH MANY PEOPLE ON THEIR SIDE, THEY'LL TRY TO GET YOU AS A WHOLE

WITH SECRETS THEY NEED TO HIDE, THEY'LL NEVER BEAT ME ALONE

ALWAYS STRIVING TO TAKE OUT THE OBSTACLE

NEEDED TO INSTIGATE, OBJECTIVE IS CRITICAL

WHAT TO DO WHEN YOUR ONLY ENEMY IS OLD MEMORIES?

WHAT WOULD YOU DO TO CREATE A WAY TO FEEL "NOTHING"?

A CLEANING PROCESS OF ALL FOUL SHAPES

A WAY TO SORT THROUGH ALL THAT IS FAKE

WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THE PRICE COULD BE SO COLD?

WHO WOULD CREATE PLOTS TO MAKE THE MIND FEEL SO OLD?

A HEAD GOES THROUGH THE EDITS

POWERS THAT BE MAKE NEW TESTS

USELESS AREAS OF ONE'S SELF AMPLIFIED

THE REAL MEANING OF NEEDING TO HIDE

10| MEMORY MAPS

GOT THE URGE TO KILL WHEN VISIONS SEEPED IN

CAUSE MY TRUTH WAS TAINTED BY SOME POISON

SEEMS THE HIGHER YOU GET, THE MORE THEY WANT YOU INSIDE OUT

SEEMS THE REASON YOU QUIT WAS TO ERASE THE CONSTANT DROUGHT

NOW ITS WORSE THAN EVER AND BETTER THAN BEFORE

CONSTANT BAD WEATHER, NEVER WITHOUT MY SWORD

WENT TOO LONG WITHOUT THE RIGHT TO FORM A COMEBACK

THESE DAYS MY MAIN HOPE IS TO KEEP THE TRAIN ON TRACK

THIS RUTHLESS GAME IS MERELY A MEMORY MAP

A PART OF THE SOUL WHICH IS COATED WITH TRAPS

STRIVING TO BE REAL CAN SOMETIMES FEEL ILLEGAL

THIS IS WHY THE AMMO ALWAYS NEEDS TO BE REFILLED

CLAIM YOU'RE NOT COLD WHEN SHIVERING

SOME FOLDS JUST LEAD TO UGLY FEELINGS

WE CAN BE POSSESSED BY THE AUTOMATIC

WE CAN FALL TOWARDS SHALLOW DRAMATICS

11| THE RESILIENT DIMENSION

SITTING, GAZING AT CALM WATER AT NIGHT

TRANCING, THE VAST DEPTHS GIVE FLIGHT

EVERYTIME I YEARNED FOR  SECURE COMFORT

EASE IS REPLACED WITH FEELING AWKWARD

THERE IS A PRISON WITHIN ALL OUR EYES

METHODS OF ESCAPE SEEM LIKE A FIGHT

BUILD NEW DIMENSIONS PRIMARILY FOR RESILIENCE

WATCH MORE FOUL DOORS OPEN, FIRE THE TARGETS

SOMETIMES EVERYTHING YOU DO FEELS LIKE DYING

SOMETIMES OUT OF THE BLUE, I AM REDUCED TO CRYING

SOMEONE MUST HAVE SET ME UP WHEN THERE WAS NO TIMING

DID THEY STEAL PART OF MY SUN WHEN INNOCENCE WAS SLEEPING?

DREAMS WILL CRASH YOUR MIND

LIKE A VIRUS IN A HARD-DRIVE

CAN NO LONGER STAND THIS REPEATING SCENARIO

A LOOP IS A PRISON MADE TO DESTROY MY FLOW

ONLY SAFETY LEFT IS REMEMBERING SAFETY

TRAGEDY CREEPS IN, EXCESS GIVES HATING

NEVER SURRENDER TO WHAT THEY IMPLANTED

WORDS ARE REPLACED BY WHAT YOU'VE HATED

SO EASY TO BE STUCK IN WHAT YOU KNOW YOU AREN'T

HARD TO DEAL WITH WHEN YOU EXIST WITHIN THE DARK

THE PERFECT FLAWLESS OTHERSIDE WE KNEW NO LONGER EXISTS

JUST A CONSTANT REMINDER OF THAT WHICH MAKES YOU PISSED

I FEEL THIS IS LACED WITH CHEATING, MEET MY FIST

I FEEL SOMETHING TOO BACKWARDS, ALWAYS RESIST... 

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