S u b s t a n c e
[Created in 1996/97]
1. Moth-Eaten
2. Substance
3. Plagued
4. Removal Of Oxygen
5. Beyond Irk
6. Motionless
7. Death Beats Mind
8. Anomaly
9. Not Evident To The Eye
10. Carrion
11. Unrecognizable Reflections
Moth-Eaten
yearned objects enter reality in a subconscious state
underwater soothing is a mind cleansing
release from the ignorant stupor lived in far too long
beauty is not the enemy at times
admiration of tense retina contact
burnt objectives exit reality in an altered state
Substance
attempting to shade their opening
in which they pretend to possess
grown immune to the repetitiveness
attempting to follow their conscience
in which they have no control over
grown immune to the emptiness
substance is personal goal
resistance is in a deaf form
humanity must be awakened
substance, the everything that overrules one petty being
other beings perception seem to overrule rational thought
we will never stop fucking up
Plagued
plagued by the thought that the liquidators have freedom, in any form
plagued by the thought that beings can decide what I take in, and even swarm
glancing at dark skies above head hope intelligent life existing
coming to conclusions
earth inhabitants resort to religion to make lives feel worthy
if there is anything godly, why is it failing to speak?
as if I will live a life plagued by the thoughts that were placed there
keep saying the same thing over and over
insanely repeating my words
Removal Of Oxygen
social death by appearance infection
unduly words make for simple topsy-turvydom
cynical soon enough will end the pinnacle of useless anomic days
enemy isolation
progression in progress
every species must go on, I am just another
scratch intentions happening
looked upon as unhealthy cattle
for reasons yet to be determined consciousness is becoming a matter
pleased and bewildered at sane moment
removal of oxygen makes for simple topsy-turvydom
Beyond Irk
implanted rat-race
sparing time which is few
thought of anger relinquished
insanity upon me
glimpse relinquished
conclusion of being beyond irk
repetitive everything
repeat delete is not an option
scattered words on brain screen
routines scattered
conclusion of being beyond irk
majority of things lacking meaning
have no human-like sense to readers
scattered words on brain screen have no meaning
Motionless
declining result at fault is I
fear will not overcome this mind of mine
knowledge of result at fault is I
some various absent ease could work for me
sleep deprivation public delusion
numb slowly turning benumb
need of varies useless when accomplishment acquired
patterns pile beneath each other
Death Beats Mind
A noise pattern brings pure exhilaration
facial movement displays living organism
mortality time any time up
death beats mind
possibility pure after-life nothing
not my chosen end
having no influence on decision
flaw can never be discovered
end of human growth
no answers to anything bring minds pure insanity
blackguard religious beliefs
no success
non-stop reference to myself as not being another
death beats mind
Anomaly
time comes for skill-testing obligations
for useless recognition
thoughts will disintegrate into brak talk
earthly emotions enter my head
obvious that my existence not needed
we are just an ignorant species on a beautiful circular object
opinionated ignorance
knowledge of this flaw
all was brought to life by me
secure feeling not apparent anywhere anymore
paranoid quality inscribed in head
fiction
Not Evident To The Eye
option of perfection not included in reality
a compound eye born into
body divided into three
a boneless structure living into
diet divided into themselves
many projected views of the land we have decimated
focused on a stand-out organ of a small air-breathing vulnerable insect
over-populated
it is not evident to the eye
when humanity goes on they cannot
failing to possess a fabricated god
unlike flesh who crave a symbol of sorts
resist ant
resist ant
resistance
vulnerable insect
over-population
is not evident to the eye
Carrion
endless beige platform
low life surroundings
unfamiliar with this area
decaying odor
a carrion scent
maze of displeasure
laxity
awaken from carrion consciousness
it was dreamt
fiction carrion
artificial intoxication
brain amused by the permanent pins and needles effect
back to images
sitting on a beige platform
waiting and yearning for something
Unrecognizable Reflections
retinas still descending when shut away
unknown images and people pressed up against them
as if they are implanted
unrecognizable past life
retinas still proving ability to withstand pressure
rapid movements pressed up against them
dreams of reality
a mixture
outcomes vary
conscious recollections vanishing
subconscious recollections re-appearing...
Enhancements: None
1. Moth-Eaten
2. Substance
3. Plagued
4. Removal Of Oxygen
5. Beyond Irk
6. Motionless
7. Death Beats Mind
8. Anomaly
9. Not Evident To The Eye
10. Carrion
11. Unrecognizable Reflections
Moth-Eaten
yearned objects enter reality in a subconscious state
underwater soothing is a mind cleansing
release from the ignorant stupor lived in far too long
beauty is not the enemy at times
admiration of tense retina contact
burnt objectives exit reality in an altered state
Substance
attempting to shade their opening
in which they pretend to possess
grown immune to the repetitiveness
attempting to follow their conscience
in which they have no control over
grown immune to the emptiness
substance is personal goal
resistance is in a deaf form
humanity must be awakened
substance, the everything that overrules one petty being
other beings perception seem to overrule rational thought
we will never stop fucking up
Plagued
plagued by the thought that the liquidators have freedom, in any form
plagued by the thought that beings can decide what I take in, and even swarm
glancing at dark skies above head hope intelligent life existing
coming to conclusions
earth inhabitants resort to religion to make lives feel worthy
if there is anything godly, why is it failing to speak?
as if I will live a life plagued by the thoughts that were placed there
keep saying the same thing over and over
insanely repeating my words
Removal Of Oxygen
social death by appearance infection
unduly words make for simple topsy-turvydom
cynical soon enough will end the pinnacle of useless anomic days
enemy isolation
progression in progress
every species must go on, I am just another
scratch intentions happening
looked upon as unhealthy cattle
for reasons yet to be determined consciousness is becoming a matter
pleased and bewildered at sane moment
removal of oxygen makes for simple topsy-turvydom
Beyond Irk
implanted rat-race
sparing time which is few
thought of anger relinquished
insanity upon me
glimpse relinquished
conclusion of being beyond irk
repetitive everything
repeat delete is not an option
scattered words on brain screen
routines scattered
conclusion of being beyond irk
majority of things lacking meaning
have no human-like sense to readers
scattered words on brain screen have no meaning
Motionless
declining result at fault is I
fear will not overcome this mind of mine
knowledge of result at fault is I
some various absent ease could work for me
sleep deprivation public delusion
numb slowly turning benumb
need of varies useless when accomplishment acquired
patterns pile beneath each other
Death Beats Mind
A noise pattern brings pure exhilaration
facial movement displays living organism
mortality time any time up
death beats mind
possibility pure after-life nothing
not my chosen end
having no influence on decision
flaw can never be discovered
end of human growth
no answers to anything bring minds pure insanity
blackguard religious beliefs
no success
non-stop reference to myself as not being another
death beats mind
Anomaly
time comes for skill-testing obligations
for useless recognition
thoughts will disintegrate into brak talk
earthly emotions enter my head
obvious that my existence not needed
we are just an ignorant species on a beautiful circular object
opinionated ignorance
knowledge of this flaw
all was brought to life by me
secure feeling not apparent anywhere anymore
paranoid quality inscribed in head
fiction
Not Evident To The Eye
option of perfection not included in reality
a compound eye born into
body divided into three
a boneless structure living into
diet divided into themselves
many projected views of the land we have decimated
focused on a stand-out organ of a small air-breathing vulnerable insect
over-populated
it is not evident to the eye
when humanity goes on they cannot
failing to possess a fabricated god
unlike flesh who crave a symbol of sorts
resist ant
resist ant
resistance
vulnerable insect
over-population
is not evident to the eye
Carrion
endless beige platform
low life surroundings
unfamiliar with this area
decaying odor
a carrion scent
maze of displeasure
laxity
awaken from carrion consciousness
it was dreamt
fiction carrion
artificial intoxication
brain amused by the permanent pins and needles effect
back to images
sitting on a beige platform
waiting and yearning for something
Unrecognizable Reflections
retinas still descending when shut away
unknown images and people pressed up against them
as if they are implanted
unrecognizable past life
retinas still proving ability to withstand pressure
rapid movements pressed up against them
dreams of reality
a mixture
outcomes vary
conscious recollections vanishing
subconscious recollections re-appearing...
Enhancements: None
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